Shoto Young - ASDIQA Lyrics

Where would I be if it wasn't for them?
Probably somewhere overdosing and dead
Always pickin' me back up when I fell
Without you, I would've thought this was hell
You not around, I'm drowning in a well
Blessing I found you would've gone to jail
No, that's not a tall tale
I was never afraid to go meet my maker down in Lauderdale
Cause the real prevails
I was chillin' back letting everything pass
Cause I never cared Till I met you, till I met y'all
Would've never knew this was gon' go befall
Never foresaw, now I thank God
Pullin' me straight up deep within the darkness
I cannot feel defeat and fail my purpose
All this time without you, I was just hurtin'
Didn't even think that living was worth it
I was getting close to callin' the curtains
Then you showed me what was deep inside lurkin
Only the good energy I'm absorbin'
F*ck all that negative, sensitive, f*ckin stupid, rooted, petty shit
So polluted, need a handkerchief
I was f*ckin' losing it, didn't know how to go through it
Thinkin' I am full of shit, I was just getting used to it
Sacrificin' everything, put me onto a crucifix
I've been goin' through it, but I'm cooling cause I'm used to it
Not ashamed, cause I gained
More for my brain, more for the change, more for the pain
Whatever it f*ckin' takes, I'm not worried about the stakes
Cause I'm focused on the cake, and there's no way to escape
I'm crazy, baby
Don't you let me in until you're ready for the change see
I'm a f*ckin' beast and you can never f*ckin tame me
I won't be defeated, I'm destined to be the greatest of my generation
I learn from my lessons, turn them into blessings
Not because I want to,
Cause I can't embed em
I can't handle stressin
It's too overwhelming, dwellin' isn't helping
But the memories are swellin' So my character's compellin
I'm tired of all the yellin' and the killing
Really make you wonder why I die
I don't live by anybody who lies
I don't got time to let it fly by
Stay locked on my grind, got my guys all behind
Yeah, they comin' for the ride 17 plus 9, 21, fly high
All stay in my mind, so I cannot let em die
Without having peace of mind
Thank whoever, I'm alive, I'm alive
I'ma dive head first in this bitch real shit
Cause I know that I'ma be inside the dirt real pissed
Real pissed
Real pissed
Where would I be if it wasn't for them
Probably somewhere overdosing and dead
Always pickin' me back up when I fell
Without you I would've thought this was
Hell
Hell
I just thought
I just thought that this was Hell
I just thought that this was Hell