Ian shit don't get your hopes up
I'll be gone before you know wassup
Got The World in a Backwood
I'm All alone up to no good
Not a soul insight but a soul to fight
Alone in the night will I die take flight
Got white like rice if my price is right
Bitches eying ice. My diamonds bright
It's all a blur like foggy glass
Been runnin a race with my past
The Mirrors clearer now who's fast
So Avengretious now will I last?
Memories that won't fade
Yet I still see the shadows in the shade
Yet darkness always numbed the pain
Who am I to blame nigga I'm insane
If I die then I'll get the fame
But then again I know I won't change
No friends means no ties. no girl
Means less lies. Introvert Yet expanded mind
Wit ease I can Make ya bitch mine
But I need my own. pain is fine
I need a friend I'm tired of crying
I need some help I'm slowly dying
Vision blurry yet I'm soulless flying
Dead inside but f*ck I'm trying
Take a step inside my mind
I just need a cup of wine
Cause I know they lying
The Rose got a nigga smiling
But all you still see is the pain
See no gain blow out my brain
It's all Because I'm disdained
Drugs don't ever numb the pain
Percs never helped me change
Just like girls never made me sane
Will I just end up like Kurt Or Amy?
Eluding loneliness someone save me
Hands in my face I know they hate me
They just see the smiles don't see the aching
Everyone think I'm fine think I'm faking
Yet they don't know what I'm facing
They don't see me cry alone in the basement
They just know my name and not the basics
Feels like my Minds in a in a matrix
Old soul I lived generations
Red pill is suicide blue pill stay alive
It's do or die how the f*ck I survive?
God sending me back for the tenth time
It's blue but I don't want to be alive
I look to the sky asking why
He never answers it's all a lie
Everlasting slavery in my mind
I've wasted time it's bout my time
Death waiting with laments
Got a scripture with arrangements
He looks at me with impatience
He says This doomed life your facing
It'll be over soon continue waiting
But when it's your time I won't fake it
Just like most you won't make it
To 21 those are my arrangements
Those are final no changes