Shravinte - The Untold Story Lyrics

Lemme take y'all to a young age
Been pessimistic seen better days
You don't ask so I'll never say
You'll only see when it's on my face
I had dream I was bout 9
I had a vision that I died
I on was a building shit was so high
While the wind blowing in my eye
I could see the street my Demise
And a man falling from the skies
My body falls this it no recollection no bullshit
As I hit the ground I don't feel pain
I wonder why my mind playing games?
My body numb I can't move
I wake up to a lonely room
Every day it feels like a f*cking noose
Wrapped around my neck I can't f*cking choose
Whether I want to die or I want to live
Whether it's suicide or having kids
When you hear this song you gone feel this
It might hurt yo heart you might clench yo fist
Year 15 took all the risk
Didn't give a f*ck cause life's a bitch
Met a couple girls that were wrong picks
I swear to god it's been like this
Bae Hold me tight take all the pics
Envisioned future then marriage
This that pain flow that misspoken shit
That real love that's why you f*ck with this
No stranger to pain it's everlasting
Take a line or 2 just to mask it
It numbs the pain it's a habit
But It makes you happy you gotta have it
But you'll end up in a casket
Better Slow down or you'll crash dis
Tell me awful things like my name was peep
Just A couple blunts put me right to sleep
Preying to the lord constantly
Getting on my knees to never find to peace
It was bumps in the road it was torment
Before everybody was ignoring it
Now they wanna know wanna adore it
But I been alone since I was born man
They like La'Montay why you so torn man
Have You Ever seen the devil at 4 man
Wit the sharp teeth and horns man
Just looking at you while you snoring
Eyes glowing like headlights
Body limp you can't fight
Lemme take y'all to a young age
Been suicidal seen better days
You don't ask so Ill never say
You'll only see when it's on my face
I had dream I was bout 9 I had a vision that that died
I on a building shit was so high
While the wind blowing in my eye
I could see the street my Demise
And a man falling from the skies
Body falls this it no recollection no bullshit
As I hit the ground I don't feel pain
I wonder why my mind playing games?
I swear this world ain't ready for me
For this truth I speak so imma stay discreet
Imma switch the flow but ride the beat
Let's talk about how I'm 6 ft
Like what the f*ck I'm still alive?
You never think just how time flies
I know a lot of you straight surprised
You still living and ain't died
I feel hated so I close my eyes
Worlds away I'm still despised
You can't escape but I still try
Dreams to turned reality
We all escape to find vitality
Without that we just latching on
To whatever keeps us holding Strong
Mine was my last girl
The tall one with the bad curls
The lightskin with the fat ass
The one with the dark past
The divine beauty I saw fast
About success and a big bag
With Brown eyes and heart of gold
But her ex went and made her heart cold
I swear I'll love you till I'm old
You stuck on him like a bandaid
You stuck on me like non-spray
I don't give a f*ck bout what they say
"You're stupid if you wait"
Montay's seen better days
But it's devotion not a f*cking race
I know I take shit a fast pace
But My love's real I can't wait
F*ck them niggas That want to date
That wanna smash That wanna hate
Them I'll niggas them trill niggas
Them watch you through your window sill niggas
A young smart princess please don't be tormented by your ex
I can make it go away and numb you
Baby f*ck that dude
I'm the realist I'll love you
I Reassure and hug you
I'll keep you warm and f*ck you
When you're I'll sad bug you
Call ya phone be like hey
"Bae I miss you and how's your day?"
Who's here tryna make you smile?
Tryna get your head out the clouds?
I don't know anyhow