SHVUN - Wasted Talents Lyrics

Let me ask you have you ever woken up and had this moment?
Looking for a purpose but there ends up being nothing?
Living like machines living days stuck in repeat here's the
Answers that you seek homie come and follow me took the
Keys then took a stab at it damn I cracked but I
Already had that back tatted that was a blessing
Didn't know it but in years they all came to start confessing
Shit was about to get messy but they're the ones that tried to test me so there
Isn't any problems if I'm aiming for the best call it
Jest until you're under and I'm better than the rest ain't no
Refs in this game homie just you and me remember
Said you'd go and die for me I said the same thing
How'd we go and change we stuck playing different stages
Heard you said I was insane now I've only got your name to stay
Reminded of the pain things will never be the same
I will always do my thang but shit will never be the same
Said I didn't want the fame guess that lie was always faded
I was sticking to ideals, guess that made shit complicated
Fully jaded and I know don't you ever pick that phone up
Some things better left in history never solve those mysteries
So time has passed have I learned whether my
Actions good or bad or if it matters? Guess if anything I
Know that I'm intact and the world gone keep reacting
I can't make everyone happy and some might come right at me
It all comes with the territory messing with the beasts never
Ended well for anybody guess they wasn't ready for the
Pressure no measures put in place to find new
Treasures no pleasure and no glory
Life is what I've made of it made it all within these
Twenty four years never spoke only written I've been
Patient cause one of these days I'll dig in so at the
End of my story a brand new story begins (yeah)
'How much can someone change?'
'Am I the same person as back then?'
'I've seen people stagnate before I ain't one of them'
'I've been moving on I'm reaching for the stars now
Yeah
It's been a year now finally
Got what I wanted finally shed my tears out
Twenty five now shoutout to the people that cheered for me
And f*ck those who ain't bothered though I guess they won't hear me
Lots of discovery the flaws they're all part of me
I took on the pressure and it ended up slaughtering
My confidence (shot down), new perspective (top down)
Another one (knocked down), another one (knocked out)
Yeah I took that vow remember it said that I would
Never make a change for the hell of it always gon
Stay true to myself I prayed for your health but if it's only
Hell that you wanted then I only wish you well we all
Took our different paths and some collided our lives converged
Now somewhere down this road we're bound to end up with some mileage all our
Blood sweat and tears will carry us to new heights but that
Lingering fear comes back of having to choose right
I'll admit every now and then I still think about the
Day where everything collapsed and caved me in looked down at the
Screen greeted by a happy birthday then closely followed
Up with that lingering silence to be
Honest at that point I was broken discarded my old
Skin acting like I was atoning already knew that
Things were set in stone was a pair now all alone
Swear I'd make it on my own like I'd said those years before
But I needed that got to recollect shed off all the
Negativity had to represent everything I am
Sacrifices made for my vision cause since I was a
Kid always had big goals and wishes
So thank you and f*ck you couldn't make it here without you
I said it once before but I'm sorry I was wrong
Hope we never meet again rather that then us pretend cause that
Day was the end know we will never amend (goodbye)