So i said that i'm sorry
I promised that wouldn't but I only went and did it anyway
And then you left in a hurry
You were so mad you said that you couldn't even look me in the face
And i'll always regret it
Said some things I didn't mean
But i'm heavy cos i'm carrying the weight
And I hate how we left things
Cos' we had a conversation and we said that we'd stay friends
Smoking all my weed, and I haven't had a shower in six days
Now i feel like Chris Rock,
I'm at the oscars with will smith coming up on stage
And now I feel stuck never thought I'd caught up
Chasing dopamine, it isn't good for me
It's not what i'm used to, never thought id lose you
Told me that you hated me cos you said i used you
I'd be lying if i said that i cared
Cos' my life is going no where
I'm not lying when i say that i'm scared
Cos I don't want to be here
Always waiting always faking
Always breaking myself apart
If you knew that the breaks were failing
Then why'd you let me drive the car
Come and see me and i'll show ya
You told me to grow up and I swear i'm older
Maybe we could talk it over?
Maybe not right now cos i'm not sober
I've been drinking a lot, i've been doing everything I want
Paying no attention to the things that's going on
And I know I did wrong and i'm sorry
I'd be lying if i said that i cared
Cos' my life is going no where
I'm not lying when i say that i'm scared
Cos I don't want to be here
Always waiting always faking
Always breaking myself apart
If you knew that the breaks were failing
Then why'd you let me drive the car
And is it the truth if I pretend that i'm okay
Things will get better for me
Cos' it was you that made everything okay
And got me up in the morning
And I really miss that
Smoking all my weed, and I haven't had a shower in six days
Now i feel like Chris Rock,
I'm at the oscars with will smith coming up on stage
So don't go and waste your breath on me
I'm telling you that i'm not worth the energy
All I ever bring is negativity
I see it in your eyes you're getting sick of me
I'd be lying if i said that i cared
Cos' my life is going no where
I'm not lying when i say that i'm scared
Cos I don't want to be here
Always waiting always faking
Always breaking myself apart
If you knew that the breaks were failing
Then why'd you let me drive the car