If I told you I was satisfied
With the man that I am tonight I'd be lying
If I told you I was fully alive
When all the death inside has a slow way of dying
I'll let you know when I arrive
Won't be hearing from me for a long, long time
I'll let you know when I arrive
Won't be hearing from me while I'm on this side
When I tell you I was sure that by this time
I'd be a better man than I am tonight I'm not lying
When I tell you I'm at war in body and mind
And this is more of a fight than I ever imagined
I'll let you know when I arrive
Won't be hearing from me for a long, long time
I'll let you know when I arrive
Won't be hearing from me while I'm on this side
This life is cycles and seasons
Trending up through the lows and the highs
I'm hearing voices tonight but I won't believe them
When they tell me the highs were a lie
I'll let you know when I arrive
Won't be hearing from me for a long, long time
I'll let you know when I arrive
Won't be hearing from me while I'm on this side