I've done all of the things that they said would work
Keeping up with my appointments, showing up to work
So tell me why there's still this hole inside my heart
Nothing I ever do can fill the empty parts
I dialed up all my friends on that stupid list
Of people I could call, orders of my therapist
I guess they're just too busy, I know life gets in the way
But sometimes I just need someone to tell me I should stay
Cause we're all just suicidal kids, ODing on OTC meds
No, we don't wanna die, but it hurts to be alive right now
Maybe someday I'll be fine, but until then I'm gonna cry
Cause nobody understands when I can't get out of bed, I'm feeling down
To my friends, I'm so sorry
XO, the life of the party
I didn't mean to let you down
I'm just too sad right now