Sigurd A B L - Do You Still Cry When You're Drunk? Lyrics

All I wanna know is
Do you still cry when you're drunk or was I the issue
Was I the issue
'Cause now I got survivors guilt
The dreams we had, the house we built, I miss you
I miss you
Was it too hard to preserve it? it always seems to be if it's worth it
I've been so hurt, for so long, just holding on
Do you still cry when you're drunk

Thinking back to vacations, a family I knew
Drinking pop by the pool, crushing pokemon blue
Now the only things blue are the walls in my room
They're reflecting my mind and my feelings for you
But no matter how bad it hurt, no one looks more beautiful wearing my t-shirt
I'll run from my problems, too easy to tempt
See I only look up when the bottle is empty
Your silhouette in the dark
Your breath on my arm
With me you were safe
With you I was warm
Why cant I feel like I used to
Do me like I used to
My mind goes running, when I catch it then it tattles

All I wanna know is
Do you still cry when you're drunk or was I the issue
Was I the issue
'Cause now I got survivors guilt
The dreams we had, the house we built, I miss you
I miss you
Was it too hard to preserve it? it always seems to be if it's worth it
I've been so hurt, for so long, just holding on
Do you still cry when you're drunk