Siken'd One - Absent-Noted (Bubble Wrap Contract) Lyrics

I'm in my bubble bath
With a bubble wrap contract
Found it underneath the door mat
No matter where the thought's at
Lookin' like it's gone bad
Was I not available to contact
Sometimes there's a point where you gotta understand
Burdened by mistakes in life pulling by the hand
And ya gotta step away, retrack
So you're served with a bubble wrap contract
Bet, you've been absent, matter-o-fact
Hid away, playing mortal kombat
Locked up in your habitat
Burnin on wax, blowing smoke on the bath mat
Been there too long now ya mom's mad
See the light, would it matter what the weather is
Put yourself first class, but things won't last
When the lines are crossed and the trust is gone
And you can't please everyone
Noted
I wasn't there to begin with
Noted
And this is far from a win-win
In the bubble bath
Reading bubble wrap contracts
Come again, is this how to act
We really talkin' big name, big game
Failing to intimidate? Well I anticipate
Something else coming when the coming is coming late
There's no clock on healing
Some of these wounds were all my dealing
And much of these thoughts keep me hurting
But I dont know how to trust them, I don't know
How am I drowning
Under water
Get out
Noted
I wasn't there to begin with
Noted
And this is far from a win-win
It's noted, I'm absent
Noted, I'm absent
Noted, I'm absent
Noted, I'm absent
Noted, I'm absent, I wasn't there
It wasn't fair
Waited and abated in the way
Where I stalled on everything
All where I'm wrong, I know, and this is low
Letting it manifest into another gesture
That looks like shit
I told myself it wasn't what you think
I told myself it wasn't what you think
It's not right, its not
Givin' it an afterthought
Much deeper than the paper
I found a way out while I needed to deal
And now the words that are shared we're not direct
What a shame, now we're looking at this effect
Away with my life to reflect, only to heal
I told myself it wasn't what you think
I told myself it wasn't what you think
From the words within my actions
Its like I've been on a power trip
As well, I've been lost
Noted
I wasn't there to begin with
Noted
And this is far from a win-win
Noted
I wasn't there to begin with
Noted
And this is far from a win-win