Silas James - i'm just trying to do my best Lyrics

Clock ticking, feeling nauseous bout a quarter to six
Eyes crusty false belief another water could fix him
Walk into the bathroom took a piss and he missed
Another reason she ain't f*ck w the kid tho

Bro I don't need her I get clean I mop the floor in the kitchen
Rinse the cans before I run the sink and bust down the dishes
Frying up some eggs before I finish them shits so
I ain't gotta do it when I'm getting home from the trip
Hot shower got me feeling like I really ain't numb
Shit been burning on my skin I really need it, don't judge
Yo I ain't even think about it bro, I'm wearing what I want
Elmer Fudd with the Chucks, Nishi Product on the front
Best believe I ain't get the shit for free I had to earn it
Nuggets in the grinder, I roll it up when I burn it
Bro I'm caught up in the moment I really feel like it's only for the best, when I just walk away
Lessons I'm tryna learn em

False prophets only seek to get dollar for the dream
Victimize themselves they prolly do a lot here for the cream
F*ck a industry I'm in it for the knowledge lemme speak
Bro I been waiting for the moment I could get to some relief

Cuz this life crazy
But I be in it on the daily
Hit the matrix for the payment
Or to play, I'm really anxious
No I ain't complaining
But I really hate it
I'm jus waiting and I pray
The creator guide us to greatness
Like, still could save us
Just don't do no faking
Bro I promise it's amazing
We made it and now we staying here
Miss me with the bullshit I told em bro I ain't playing here
Hunt to kill fresh to death looking like I been w Kraven here

Same shit, 3 grams in the blunt I'm facing
Zooming thru the city in that Chevy coupe spaceship
Flying to the spot I'm smoking diamonds, hold the line
I told my bro I'm more than fine but when he died I couldn't take it
All I know is all I know
Keep on walking down the road
Smoking on my vegetables
GTB not Seminole
Shoutout all my natives know
We get it how we get it go
We coast to coast
We been the most
We do the most in general
Cuz this shit ain't easy
So I ain't out here dreaming
I been plotting I been scheming
I mean it I really do the shit
Foolish if u think I would stop
Bro I'm really glued to this
Proved to be a monster
W the rhymes, his tunes timeless
Like Two times coulda used the lines
To two time em, im too high to do crimes
We shooting some hoops by em
We hooligans, im lying we the product of new traumas
The duce, goose, henny bottles and food giants

But everybody talking bout it
Socials got us thinking that we breaking out on all accounts
Represent for us? You really represent the problem how
We lost n tryna get back to traditions, being fathers now
Like everybody think indigenous is really climbing out
Bro our men still get made out to be fools all the time
And our women, while they bless us with the views, they just models now
But I ain't talking bout it cuz I ain't with the drama here bro

This life crazy
But I be in it on the daily
Hit the matrix for the payment
Or to play, I'm really anxious
No I ain't complaining
But I really hate it
I'm jus waiting and I pray
The creator guide us to greatness
Like, still could save us
Just don't do no faking
Bro I promise it's amazing
We made it and now we staying here
Miss me with the bullshit I told em bro I ain't playing here
Hunt to kill fresh to death looking like I been w Kraven here