Silassie - Confession (feat. Charismatic Genius) Lyrics

I'm outta of my head
I'm outta of my mind
Confessions of me
Staring back at this mirror
Hoping that I can make it
Stressed but I fake it
Can you tell that I'm drowning
I'm outta of my head

I can't tell who he is the mirror sometimes
Going back and forth
He can't ease his mind
Now i lie to myself to get up out of myself
I feel he's dying inside
I Wish that bullet would of hit you
When fill out your pocket and it missed you
He tells himself not to get upset
Hearing voices in his head
Now he feels regret
He wished he was a better kid, damn
It's not your fault but he soaked it in
They always said let it out but he held it in
I'm blame myself as adolescent
For the actions when said time to learn your lesson
Put some water on your feet while i grab the spoon
After that I watched you eat from the other room, damn
Flashbacks come creepin make your skin crawl
He watched dad drag his nails down the drywall
Its probably your fault
That he had you
And mother even hates that she had you , damn
He did read the letter that she wrote him
Years later just to hear the words spoken
Tell your brother that you never loved him
I can't, i can't hear you
Did you speak are you saying something
Now I know you're a piece of shit
How you say that to your fam you ain't bout shit nigga

See, I ask myself
Who am i
He says Ive wonder where been
It's been so long you should of killed yourself
See there's beauty in death don't lie to yourself
Your parents don't love you
Your friends they hate you
I tell myself i love you
And That's wrong?
Now i see theres missing a bigger picture
With you there's a problems
And you the answer to solve it
Say goodbye
Just off him

I feel so empty
I'm all alone
Can't talk to nobody
I'm stuck in my head
I feel so empty
I'm all alone
Can't talk to nobody
I'm stuck in my head

I'm outta of my head
I'm outta of my mind
Confessions of me
Staring back at this mirror
Hoping that I can make it
Stressed but I fake it
Can you tell that I'm drowning
I'm outta of my head

At a point and time he had a lot friends
He grew distance from his family
Cuz of back then
So naive that they handled him
You ain't shit nigga
Even tho he licks wit you
Small portion as cut, he ain't wit crew
Until he gets the tattoo I don't want to hear it
Man stop bitch and get the tattoo
They'll think you're cool and now you got the juice
All you gotta do is sell a Lil cocaine
After that then i promise they will know your name

Can we pick up some
Yea, ok dad
Can i ride too
Yea, ok dad

Ok Nicky let's get to this fast money
All we gotta do is pick up and drop off
On the way to drop shit went bad
Gotta from call from my homie and he sound sad
We got raided and we swear it's you
What
How you figure what is wrong with you
Plus you know i would never lie to you
He tried to trace his steps to find a clue
Nothing there what is he to do
But to try to take the blame only made it worse
Target on his back waiting for that black Hurst
Why live when i wanna die
Years later heard the truth
It was all them
It was all a lie

I feel so empty
I'm all alone
Can't talk to nobody
I'm stuck in my head
I feel so empty
I'm all alone
Can't talk to nobody
I'm stuck in my head

I'm outta of my head
I'm outta of my mind
Confessions of me
Staring back at this mirror
Hoping that I can make it
Stressed but I fake it
Can you tell that I'm drowning
I'm outta of my head