All My Life
I envy your miserable life
The distance you are driven
The suffering you endure
Your painful precision
I covet you beautiful voice
Every word you've ever written
Your wisdom and your age
The precision of your pain
I lay on the grass
Looking at the stars
Through satellites and dust
Through universe and time
I saw that I was blind
All my life
We buy dreams
Sugar coated
To make them taste so sweet
All my life
We buy fantasies
We get them home
But they're never what they seem
There are delusions and there are dreams
Different shades of white
But the cold reality
Is painful and precise
Bloodsucker suck it all up
No damage limitation
Jealous of what I am not
You mutilated angel