Simon Hudson - This Race Lyrics

I, I must be in some kind of race
That I, I didn't know that I was in
And I, I must have got the winning place
That I, I didn't know was mine to win
But I, I want to take this to a place of higher love
And I, wanna find a god to pray to there above
But here, I'm down here digging in the dirt
And here, I find that there is nothing that is worth
My time
Time, what have you done to me oh time?
Sometimes, I feel I must have lost my mind
And dreams, what have you done with all my dreams?
Some things, things are never as they seem
And I, I want to take this to a place of higher love
And I, wanna find a god to pray to there above
But here, I'm down here stepping in the muck
And this, feels like it's nothing more than luck
This race
And everything is personal, just not your personal best
And everyone is looking for that medal for their chest
But I, can't even see the finish line
And this, maybe this is just a waste of time
This race, this race, this race, this race
This race, this race, this
This race, this race, this race
But I, I want to take this to a place of higher love
And I, wanna to find a god to pray to there above
But here, I'm down here stepping on your toes
As you, as you are slamming the door closed
And I, I'm down here shedding all my tears
As you, as you are living out your fears
In this race
In this race
This race, this race, this race, this race"