What else have I got left to say?
What are the thoughts floating in my head?
Bouncing back and forth with no action now
Sequences playing so vividly
Stepped inside this trap that I have built
Drowning deep in my own shame and guilt
Finally admitting this to myself
There's nothing wrong with asking for a bit of help
"Look me in the eyes
And tell me the truth
For once in your life
Please just tell the truth
And just tell me why
Do you do the things you do?"
Self-deprecating, but it is so liberating
To finally get this all off of my chest
To say the least, you tried your best
But was it good enough?
Or shy of too much?
Push away everyone that really cares
Then I wonder why I never get anywhere
Why do I always do this to myself?
Never-ending, expecting different results...
How do I plead?
Nothing but guilty...
I am guilty
I have put myself here
No one left to blame
I have put myself in this place
(Please forgive me)
Lock me up and throw away the key
Go ahead and toss me overseas
(Please forgive me)
Go ahead and toss me overseas
Lock me up and throw away the key