SinceWhen - Confused/ What's Next Lyrics

Yeah i'm tryna make music just meant to uplift
Still here even tho I don't got all the clicks
Feeling I got too much power in the script
But nowhere near as much power stuck up in this nic
So maybe I just need to go and smoke another cig bro
Mind going crazy, yeah it's going f*cking beast mode
Thinking about the love letters, borrowed sweaters, emotes
(What the f*ck's an emote)

Damn that's some childish shit
I don't know if you know me
But you better know this
I ain't settled till this music
Coming out charred
Crisp
So i'm hoping that every shot I take
Don't miss
Hoping that you missing me when I get big
But hopes don't mean shit
On my own CeeLo Green shit
Ain't feeling good
So I need a lil green spliff

But the weed and the nic just mellow me out
But the girls and the sex just stressing me out
Got no time for a chick
Or a f*cking handout
So when i'm big
Don't be coming for my goddamn clout
But the weed and the nic just mellow me out
But the girls and the sex just stressing me out
Got no time for a chick
Or a f*cking handout
So when I'm big
Better keep those grubby hands down

But want it by any means possible
Coming thought like
Optical
Illusions
Protrusions straight thought you're music
Abuse it
Gripped and
Never loosened
Getting better but I'm still just as confused and

I don't really know if imma it to the big leagues
But god dammit I could see my face on the big screen
This world can be so cold and oh so mean
But I got a new faux coat and some new green
Had a good grasp but i just lost all my rings
So I'm tryna cling tight to the sound that that sound right
But the sounds just keep me up at night
Head to my bedside
Hit my drugs and reside
I feel fine
I feel fine
I feel so god damn divine
I feel fine

What you gonna do do do do do
When all you do is lo lo lo lo lose
It's yo path to f*cking live
It's yo path to f*cking choose
Don't make the wrong choice
Better pay your damn dues
I refuse to do
Anything I don't wanna
Fiending for a crib
On my own in bahamas
No drama
Just commas
Give a damn 'bout what's next
Aiming for the best
Acing all the damn tests
I'm gon' be what's next
Gon' be what's next
I'm gon' be on cassettes
Gon' be on cassettes
So tell me what's next
So tell me what's next
It's yo path to f*cking live
It's to path to f*cking choose
Don't make the wrong choice
Better pay your damn dues