I'm waking up to find
You lying there by my side
Your hair's a mess and your alarm's gone off three times
And though it's cold outside
The winter's just passing by
These snowflakes melt just like me when you wake up and show me those green eyes
Even now I hear your accent in everybody's words
In the way none of them sound like you, it's been a year of hurt
And I should have stayed away from all these wicked games
Pulling teeth of shame, my failures can only take the blame
Wake up drenched in sweat. Is the problem in my head?
Wake up with shakes and pains. Is the problem in my veins?
I guess I'll fail. I guess I'll fade away
In the face of this I'm deaf and blind
It f*cking hurts but I'm resigned
Panic attacks and restless sleeping
Don't help me but I'm still breathing
Don't hold me back, you'll only waste my time