P ART 2 Video (MV)

A rebel transcendental, sentimental, bitch, f*cking mental
Not you my love, prettiest dove, sunshine, night time, all of the above
What if life wasn't consequential?
What if everything wasn't meant for someone else?
What if i made it all up in my head?
Decepted myself, into a f*cked up state?
So far, i thought i was dead
Or on my way, silly girl, snug in her bed
All her friends, the end,
Text written, backspace, never sent
Memories, they came and went, but that pain, doesnt auto ascend
Heart and spleen, friend to friend Parts and darts, you and me
Damn is psychosis real then?
F*ck you facebook friends
Yet id still pick you, f*cka trend
Told ya but you didnt believe me back then, hm
Man this is f*ckng insane, I keep looking at the screen, serene,
And i dont remember the last time I smiled like this its actually freaking me out ,
I can see it from the corner of my eye,
Am I finally gonna be hotter again like damn,
No wonder so many people think they peaked in high school,
Silly girls, we can be so cruel hm, no ones tool, neva a fool, feeling cool like cool
How is this possible, am i trippen?
Where is the tippen, rippen, clippens,
Missins? Submissions, tensions, dents in?
Drenchin in sin?
Sh, lil sharkfin, kin
Gemini twins, twin win
What if the goodness in the universe does exist?
Would you believe me?
Or say I'm full of shit?
Ill tell you again, I haven't smiled like this, cant quit
And its f*cking authentic bitch, wetter than water I drip and
You trip, get a grip I get it
Endless
What would you do
If you felt like you were dying
And no one hears you for miles, and miles
And a i the one who
Told your thoughts are amiss f*cking trip bitch
Trust your instinct, its true, no question, it is
Trust yourself bitch!
This life, crazier than i envisioned ooof Ill take 2, then
Aleena, settle down
No need to frown, no clown, same sound
Cept u still smiling, for how long now?
Rip to those crease lines eating at your sides and deep inside your mind for 5 pass 25
Dead ends
Blends to morning ish there would abeen a warning shit still haunts me,
But how because even though, the shadows beenn tauntin
I been believing the craziest shit and seeing it
No the f*cking drugs stop working, i concernin
My beds been shakin, lurkers lurkin'
And i am a loner besides her, never feel good, well not shit shirlock
You had 4 months of burnin in your fern
Concernin, she told you about that she be worryin, burntends
Well, not no more then, smilin I been toss and turnin
Learned and grew im ready im renewed
Gimme all of it, the way i want it
Thought i was dying,
Getting fried alive. and then saw I was truly misguided,
Acceptance, easiest oh u know just been over here, clear
Dancin, fancyin, spongebob squarepants
Its fate, look at that mm