No, I haven't lost my brain
Don't shoot that h, got anything else to blame?
Your obsession with drugs makes me shrug, uh
Can't reveal the deadly tales, what I experienced I think it may be evil that prevails
People stuck in hell, check the net sales
Lives at stake, details can't unveil, demented fairytale
Blackmail, on wholesale
Delete that voicemail, shh, don't tell
Clout chasing friends, all fake, so fake
Reality hits, they just flake
Push the brakes on harsh fate, this reality I hate, I try to make it great, but I keep coming back to the same outtakes, won't leave my brain, I am not the same, I am not the same, I am not the- uh
Waiting around for you all to wake
Lost in the high stakes, I can't believe I believed in any of you all, it's all honestly just insane, oh LA, if you only knew, what would you do, probably nothin', I see you now, just bluffin', uh
Cold cold world, oh so real, purgatory is freezing, frozen, times in a hurry, nights blurry
Memories hit my sensory, suddenly secrets I gotta bury
Breaking hearts, she signed the deal
Caught in the chase, can't heal
Lost in a case I can't appeal, this pain I feel, this pain I feel, abstract I'll never reveal, loyal, I'm for real
No, I haven't lost my brain
Don't shoot that h, got nothing else to say?
Lame, overplayed, complain 'til you are red in the face
I don't play the game you play, I am in space, different headspace, my lips stay sealed, I have nothing to say, you, no help anyway, nothing you do will make it stop, headshot on the backdrop of your hotspot on your Hollywood date, how nice for you, must be great, y'all my mistake, but for your sake, uh nevermind, it doesn't matter anyway, fade away to the retrograde
Are any of you even still people?
Is the zombie apocalypse here?
I'm being sincere, what are we getting close to, what does our fate reveal?
Am I just wasting my days away, doing all this for what? For what? For WHAT?
Are we all just awaiting some catastrophic day?
It certainly feels that way
Creepy, like we're in hell
But freezing, purgatory, unreal
I can't feel anything besides her void anyway
This doesn't stop
It makes me feel like I'm underwater
Drowning while being punched in the face
A knife in my back
Don't even need to sneak, future bleak, electromagnetic frequency radiate, how are you all so easy to manipulate?
You're okay with this fate?
You're okay with this curated script they delegate for us to act out like a play?
The bible written by them, do you do anything but regurgitate the same damn things all day?
I wait, I wait, I wait, I try different ways, I make, create, I risk it all every day in every way, for what?
For WHAT?
You know what, this is so lame
Just take the pistol out, shoot me in the face
I don't care anymore
Quantum leap, transcend the geometrical pace, how'd we let this take place?
Insane