SJ - Forward, Backward Lyrics

I'm goin' Forward and Backward and
Forward and backward again
I'm goin' Forward and Backward and
Forward and Backward again
I'm goin' Forward and Backward and
Forward and backward again
I'm goin' Forward and Backward and
Forward and Backward again

Sometimes I wonder why I even wanna put up with you
You did me so wrong, and I'm tryna leave you alone
Try t' move on and be strong, please be gone
I don't ever wanna think of you, dream of you
See, be, or speak with you, causin' me too much pain
In my brain, I'm goin insane, tryna get you outta my space
The day you cheated I wanted to throw you away
You had no clue how much hate I had for your face
But I still loved you enough to make it work
So I put my feet in the dirt, but now
I'm a brand new man, with a master plan
To make a mil from a grand and I'm playin positions
Purposeful in my mission, I'm up out the abyss and
I feel amazing, I'm thankful for what you did
(I'm thankful for what you did) 'Cause now I'm
Datin' like crazy, makin up for my past mistake and
Copin' with bullet wounds, I'm emotionally healing today
Part of me wants to hate you, and part of me wants to love you
I guess all magnets attract and repel, damn this is tough

I'm goin' Forward and Backward and
Forward and backward again
I'm goin' Forward and Backward and
Forward and Backward again
I'm goin' Forward and Backward and
Forward and backward again
I'm goin' Forward and Backward and
Forward and Backward again

I see you got a new friend now, guess you moved on
And I'm not in the plans now, whatever happened
To them vital keys, communication, trust, and romance?
Understand that I almost died at the hands of a man
Who claimed he loved all of his kids, I never meant to push you away
And the fact that I did, makes me live with regret
And Idk if those decisions caused the parties and drinkin'
Pushed you further away, but bae I see you conflicted
Still comin' to shows, supportin me and my bros
Textin' and tryna see me but still tryna break free
And even on a rainy late night, maybe it was fate
Or maybe you still inspire me to get in the booth and create
I miss you so much, I hate walking away
'Cause the inner child inside me wants to love you again
Part of me wants to hate you, part of me wants to love you
I guess all magnets attract and repel, damn this is tough

I'm goin' Forward and Backward and
Forward and backward again
I'm goin' Forward and Backward and
Forward and Backward again
I'm goin' Forward and Backward and
Forward and backward again
I'm goin' Forward and Backward and
Forward and Backward again

I'm goin' Forward and Backward and
Forward and backward again
I'm goin' Forward and Backward and
Forward and Backward again
I'm goin' Forward and Backward and
Forward and backward again
I'm goin' Forward and Backward and
Forward and Backward again