Yeah
Tell me
Why i'm
Waiting
For so long
Yeah
For someone that don't give a f*ck
Ay
Yeah
Now why am I waiting so long
You said that your leavin so I'm not welcome back
My heart felt under attack so I messaged and called but got nothing back
And still to this day
Can't believe that you left me this way
You f*cked up brain and you f*cked up my mental I gave you my best now I'm feeling unstable so I'm looking at life from a different angle
And Weather I change what difference does it make you still run away it's like I'm in a game with no winning stage
But still I pray for a better day and thats just how it is and so I reminisce about this life I'm in and will I ever win or will it keep hurting
I don't even know
But I stay on this grind and I stick with the struggle I'm making my money they call it a hussle
Im sick of this shit but I stay with it and now I'm staying legit
And if it doesn't work out I'm still paying the rent
So f*ck off
If your doubting me
I'm just keeping it real and i'm sick of them days when we popping the pill jus to cope with our feels then we make it a bad habit
And we did for what
Now i don't even know cause we all lost the plot
Taking more then we go
Now we changing our life's and we feining for what
Tell me
Was it depression or was it the love that started it off
From all the obsession of giving to much
Yeah
So Tell me
Why i'm
Waiting
For so long
Yeah
For someone that don't give a f*ck
She showing that fake love fake hugs fake times
N I don't have nun of it
So I'm leaving I'm leaving I'm done with this
But I just wanna go back
Now I'm stuck reminiscing the past days living this life with my head in the clouds
And these people they sayin they love me the money goes down there nowhere to be found
And the family they all stick around but they always gone worry but never gone doubt
Never giving up
So we start from the bottom
Then go to the top yeah we struggle it out
Now we live it up and now we givin love but I be stuck on my own tryna figure it out never give a f*ck
Cause I'm grinding I'm working
I'll give it everything I got and I'm never gon stop until I'm reaching to the top yeah I'm talkin bout the lot Ay
Now I'm talking my mental state
It's always in a maze that I can't get away so I be writing a lot
Think about another brighter day cause I'm in stuck in my thoughts now I'm trapped in my feelings that I can't seem to get away so I'm dreaming a lot
For someone that don't give a f*ck they tell me they love me but then they taking everything that I got
So f*ck off
I'm never going back n I'll stand to that but the thoughts in my mind always running back It's like the thoughts in my head always a trap then depression come round n I'll live with that I guess
Then depression come round n I'll live with that I guess
Then depression come round and I'll live with that