Skitzo - Change Lyrics

I wanna change
I wanna change
But I got these crazy thoughts
Crazy thoughts runnin through my brain
Through my brain
Tryin to deal with all the pain
All the pain
I wanna change
I wanna change
But I got these crazy thoughts
Crazy thoughts runnin through my brain
Through my brain
Tryin to deal with all the pain
All the pain
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change

Since the age of seven
I've been goin through hell
This shit ain't no heaven
Self medicatin
Tryin to burn out these memories
Writing like its therapy
To deal with all the loss
From my brother to my mah
And f*ck my father I cut em off
Piece of shit
No tears here once your gone
In that cell you can rot
If I ever see you again
You'll wish you were dead

I wanna change
I wanna change
But I got these crazy thoughts
Crazy thoughts runnin through my brain
Through my brain
Tryin to deal with all the pain
All the pain
I wanna change
I wanna change
But I got these crazy thoughts
Crazy thoughts runnin through my brain
Through my brain
Tryin to deal with all the pain
All the pain
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change

Now see ive been through some shit
Looked at life
And contemplated the end
Like f*ck it let the demons win
Swerve the car and let it flip
Then I picture my kids
Them dimples and grins
So I opened my pad and grabbed a pen
Said imma do it for them
And if i dont make it
Atleast they know daddy never gave in

I wanna change
I wanna change
But I got these crazy thoughts
Crazy thoughts runnin through my brain
Through my brain
Tryin to deal with all the pain
All the pain
I wanna change
I wanna change
But I got these crazy thoughts
Crazy thoughts runnin through my brain
Through my brain
Tryin to deal with all the pain
All the pain
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change