Famulus Video (MV)

I breathe in and I try to let go
Of the feeling of your hands around my throat
It seems like I may not heal from this
So I'm leaving the first chance that I get

I'm lying to myself, this is not the life I want
But I don't know where else to go and this is all I've got
You see I can't hold on, I know I won't be here for long
And I'll keep searching for somewhere, somewhere that I belong

I breathe out but I don't feel a thing
So what now? What else is there for me?
A thousand f*cking times I've torn myself apart
To try and fit a mold that was broken from the start

A thousand f*cking times I've torn myself apart

I'm lying to myself, this is not the life I want
But I don't know where else to go and this is all I've got
You see I can't hold on, I know I won't be here for long
And I'll keep searching for somewhere, somewhere that I belong

I've said it all before
It didn't matter then, now it matters no more

I thought I found my home, but I was f*cking wrong