My Ecstasy Video (MV)

Raving, floating in my safe haven
Never had a day patient, in the basement I've been complacent
Playing games with the loonies here, puffing weed 'till the mood is lit
Method clean was the truant here, I've been on with the movie chicks
Stumble down to the hotel lobby and ask for more promethazine
I've been vomiting cause I'm the shit and I've been gobbling
With pills on pills we're getting deep in the party scene but I never cared
Hair is slicked back, it's sorta there and my bitch right here is always wet
My mind gone, another planet, I can't stand the stigma
Born, put on a mission so forever drinking liquor
Wake and bake and then exercise, I'm extra high compared to these extra guys
I'll never die, even when my body tries, I am the expedite
Come and try with the human stampede, I'ma need a leash
I can stand my own two feet, don't attempt to help me
Follow me, walk and we will see what we achieve
I'm no puppet on a string, I shot the puppeteer
My ecstasy, my ecstasy, my ecstasy, my ecstasy
I just want my ex to see, see me free
Ecstasy, my ecstasy, my ecstasy, my ecstasy, yeah
Definitely an exo-teen, venting just for the therapy
The world is ugly, bury me, my body dies but my hair stays clean
Money clean from the record sales, spending all on the extra bails
Body bags for the mumble rappers, all disposed in my backyard afterwards
Compression lessons teaches dancing, never touch my air son
Very anxious to beat you rappers, dug the grave and I'll come back afterwards
I am my own ecstasy, my girl knows not a recipe
If she leaves, won't be there to see it, f*ck the ghosts, I haunt my spirits
Lyrics possess my moral visions, if it rhymes it makes sense I'm with it
Talk to me in person, distance, I don't like appraisal, bury it
Careless to say if you see me in the stage lights I build up my own hype
I don't ask for favours, my old life, I've been grown to live right
I'm pumping down the medication backstage, what is your interpretation?
No one heard my first words, I'm saying I was born to make it
Until I started earning paper people simply stated to the greatest
You will never make shit, here's a shirt and apron, now back to work, no playing
Back then made my own decisions, I still do and I live them
Switching paper for my lyrics to write more in my world, my business
What? Can't you understand my vision? I said that I'll live it
Prove the voice saying I was meant for something bigger was worth a listen?
I work for bigger figures in a bigger building, I was wayward now I glisten?
Has something in your heads gone missing? I think you're the weird ones
Staring up at the ceiling fan in my bedroom thinking I was different
Built a studio for my songs, hit record and just then now you get it?
Off and on with the drug lord band aids, haven't slept in ten days
Landing hits on airplay, I've been stashing since a young age
Underestimate thy energy, evidently I'm forever changed
Standard astray for better ways to contemplate a fanbase
My ecstasy, my ecstasy, my ecstasy, my ecstasy
I just want my ex to see, see me free
Ecstasy, my ecstasy, my ecstasy, my ecstasy, yeah