I'm stuck in notepad, staring at the world like I've got cancer
Love isn't hopeless when someone finds answers, I've been puppetting chances
Studying a lot, so I guess my nerdish outlandish visions don't make sense
'Cause no one listens, I make them mean something once I make means, I go from raking wheat
To rolling green 8 days a week, not on drugs and they can't believe because
Everyone used to smoke with me, hopefully all this dopamine has a place to breathe
Once I've paid the dues and I've faced the beast I can pace to be
What I race to be basically I'm no basic teen, talk in real is challenging
'Cause I'm so static stutter, no one took note since I turned three
Ma mistaken me for shut up, till I closed that shutter
Now my partner, is the only one hearing me speak, blinds closed with a blindfold
A microphone, record on, I'm ready to go in tougher than any motherf*cker
Funneling my tunnel vision through a broken lens, waiting for my notes to invest into some trends
Bipolar disorder making loose ends, loosened, inside of my walls there a noose and
No one knows, no one tells and no one grows, no one glows
No one tells and no one grows, no one glows