Skyl3r - Remorse Lyrics

I was never seen as the good kid
Living out of home, it's a good year
Finally somebody jammed gears, cutting down on nightmares
It's rude out here to fight scares
Staring at the stars, spinning out wild
No one knows where I'll end now, or am now
Falsifying loneliness with friends inside my head
Temptation of swerving off this cliff is getting big
My eyes are red, my pillow's wet when I sleep
Hear specific music and I struggle to breathe
Similar to OD'ing on the mattress
Staring down at my scars, are they really that thick
Am I really past the aftermath of a kid entwined in plastic
Standing on my hit-list
I can't grasp it. This last hit is all I'm after
I'm forevermore locked in room with no doors

Windows and floors
All I see is remorse on the walls when they show
I'm so distant from everyone, I'm bound to the unknown
Windows and floors
All I see is remorse on the walls when they show

I'm by my own, even if I've got roomies
Cause the only one who knows the true me, yours truely
Most don't notice bruising
I'm pushing my body to do things, and rule things
One to the head and one to the temple
I'm living out of line, I'm not meant to
Your's truely

Windows and floors
All I see is remorse on the walls when they show
I act loony, they don't know
Windows and floors
All I see is remorse on the walls when they show
I act loony, they don't know

Never would I ever spread the words inside my head
There's too many there for them to understand, so I sit
Blowing all I can on growing more cause I'm scared
There is no remorse in the end
There is no remorse, after death
There is no remorse, don't pretend
I am just a kid 'n' they're too dumb to understand
They're too dumb to understand what I've been sayin'