Tell me what you wanna say
You keep trying to find a way around it but you never really could explain
All the things I couldn't be
But never found a way to stay
Now you see me
I'm falling in and out again
I've been crawling through the dark but I'm fumbling for light again
Deep down I know that I can change
But I'll never find a way to say
Hold your breath
Let me see it and then
Just let go
You'll never get these chances and then
Take your time to find what's inside
Make me feel like I could be alright
Another year another day
I try to leave it all behind me but I never seem to get away
From all the choices that I made
There's gotta be another way
Now I'm coming to find
That only eyes open wide
Will ever get the chance to see who I am
And who I'm gonna be
I've been awake for days
Trying to shed all of the weight
I will find my way
But I'm questioning what would be best for me