I lie to myself
Reinventing the reasons
I bury myself
Just to bury my demons
Who is real when they live a lie
What is trust if they all deny
It's hard to move when you're paralyzed
Hard to move when you're paralyzed
It's never-ending, this bitter feeling
I need a way out before I'm in too deep
The pattern ends with me
Another self-doubt, another letdown
I need a way out before I fade away
The pattern ends with me
Separate the heart from the mind
Don't hesitate, the clock won't rewind
Finding my true colors
It's not the way I wanted it
It's not the way I wanted it
It's never-ending, this bitter feeling
I need a way out before I'm in too deep
The pattern ends with me
Another self-doubt, another letdown
I need a way out before I fade away
The pattern ends with me
I lie to myself
Reinventing the reasons
I bury myself
Just to bury my demons
It's never-ending, this bitter feeling
I need a way out before I'm in too deep
The pattern ends with me
Another self-doubt, another letdown
I need a way out before I fade away
The pattern ends with me
The pattern ends with me
The pattern ends with me