Roller Coaster October Video (MV)

It's been loud in my head
Been a slave of my bed
As October throw its first night
They say it's a month of falling in love
But I already hit the bottom
Oh, why does it have to be you?
Now is getting colder
And all of the sudden
I'm drowning in the air I breathe
With heavy chest
My words came out
As if I've got nothing to lose
Oh, why does it have to be you?
Oh, why does it have to be you?
What a roller coaster October
A whirlwind of feelings and fear
With thoughts run fast
I'd be lying if I say
It brings no thrill
But there is nothing to hold onto
It sucks to be out of control
Those look in your eyes
What it tries to hide
And how it also stares back too
Oh only God knows
The story of this monochromatic love
And why does it have to be you to be us?
What a roller coaster October
A whirlwind of feelings and fear
With thoughts run fast
I'd be lying if I say
It brings no thrill
But there is nothing to hold onto
Oh, it sucks to be out of control
Those curious eyes
I tried to hide
But it found me stares back too
Oh, you found me staring too