[ Featuring B.B. Sophia ]
I just wanna know if you saw me
If you ever really even loved me
I just wanna know, I just wanna know
If you ever really even loved me, loved me
I just wanna know if you saw me
If you ever really even loved me
I just wanna know, I just wanna know
If you ever really even loved me, loved me (Great John on the beat by the way)
I accept my fate, I ain't doin' too great
Yeah, I'm f*cked up, but I'ma tell y'all that it's going my way
Maybe I'm stuck in my ways, maybe I needed a break
Maybe I needed somebody to hurt me, put me ahead of the game
It's sad it ain't the same, you fly like paper planes
That mean one day, you'll come down crash, and I'll just wait the wait
Some people hope and pray, some people work for days
I stood up every f*cking night just tryna make a play
My heart don't beat the same, my blood don't leak the same
This damage, this ain't pain, outstandin' how you changed
Outstandin' how you had your hand out and not over-stand it
Damn, I don't count figures, but you underhanded
I just wanna know if you saw me
If you ever really even loved me
Uh
How dare you try to play me? I'm goin' Kanye crazy
Don't force my hand, they spin like fans, you gon' be yellin', "Save me"
Can't spell that shit, it came from France, but I still wear it daily
I was takin' Percs for pain, so don't you ever shame me
Therapy, I thought about it, shit won't work, I'm laced
I'll provide the side of shit they all be scared to say
I'll wait my turn, I'll be there soon, just put my name with greats
Give my name some faith, uh, say my name with grace
Just keep my name safe even when my soul away
I could die tomorrow, you should show me love today
I just wanna know if you saw me
If you ever really even loved me
I just wanna know, I just wanna know
If you ever really even loved me, loved me
