This lifestyle got a hold on me
I need to let myself free
Im a prisoner of my own thoughts
Can somebody tell me what the bond cost
I been thinking way too much (Its all in my mind)
I need to let it all go (I need to leave it behind)
I been living way too fast (Imma do the dash)
Too many times its been way too close (Yeah I couldve crash)
Im in question did I do it wrong
I been having a hard time with moving on
Cant trust nobody Ive been hurt before
Couldnt find no love so I stop searching for it
Its time I set myself free
Its time I do something for me
I lost a couple real ones I cant get back its still love for you
I want revenge Im still waiting on the get back Imma thug for you
I cant ignore that times done changed
I cant ignore that shit aint the same
Look in the mirror tell me what Ive became
Walk through the fire I got charred remains
I been going insane
Look around I got no one to blame
Im paranoid I dont know what to think
They play it creep and call it playing it safe
Before you cross me better look both ways
This lifestyle got a hold on me
I need to let myself free
Im a prisoner of my own thoughts
Can somebody tell me what the bond cost
I been thinking way too much (Its all in my mind)
I need to let it all go (I need to leave it behind)
I been living way too fast (Imma do the dash)
Too many times its been way too close (Yeah I couldve crash)
These niggas be talking I swear that these niggas not bout it these niggas is bitches
These niggas be rapping but they really capping stop acting like you really live it
Im sipping Rose Im f*cking your bae she cant understand me Im too different
I need to change how Im living taking back all the love I was giving
Im cutting ties yeah Im letting go
I got scars my heart wont let me show
I pour me a drank in a styrofoam cup
Talk down on my name I dont give a f*ck
Im in Milwaukee I just got a buck
I got me some money it came with a slut
I watched everybody switch on me
How you gone leave how you gone quit on me
Its hard to tell the truth behind the lies
All the children of the ghetto tramautized
So just let us go aint no street lights on this long road
So just let me know is it worth gaining the world if you lose your soul
See I cant take back the past whats done is done
You cant clone me in the lab Im a one of one
See I cant take back the past whats done is done
You cant clone me in the lab Im a one of one