standingintherain Video (MV)

I got 99 problems, smoking weed to kill them all
Standing at the ledge like, will I fall?
To my demise
On my phone I see a call
Look forward and press decline
I just wanna end it all so my memories rewind
To a time
Where the smile on my face wasn't so forced
Of course
Family say I need recourse
Of course
My obstacles have thrown me off the course
Or path
I'm busy chasing racks and spitting raps
For this life I never had

I know
That I'm
A mess, but I still try
Standing
In the
Rain, hoping just to dry
I know
That I'm
A mess, but I still try
Standing
In the
Rain, hoping just to dry
How can
I live
My thoughts make me anxious
Don't die, I'm fine
I say
To myself every f*cking night

Falling down
With these broken pieces
I'm not the one you want
I dropped my crown
Cause I don't need it
My self reflection it haunts
You can't pick up now
I can barely breathe
Put my heart inside your trust now
Baby don't you leave
Yeah, I know you like to play it off
But baby I can see
Don't wanna cut you anymore
No, I don't love the way you bleed

I know
That I'm
A mess, but I still try
Standing
In the
Rain, hoping just to dry
I know
That I'm
A mess, but I still try
Standing
In the
Rain, hoping just to dry
How can
I live
My thoughts make me anxious
Don't die, I'm fine
I say
To myself every f*cking night