Smallz - Lost Soul Lyrics

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I ain't really been myself and I'm so sorry for it
I been flying' state to state went out to California
I been drinking, i been smoking, I'm down bad and lonely
I put you through so much pain and I'm so sorry for it, I'm so sorry for it
I ain't never said this s*** was easy
I tried to tell em' they just didn't believe me
N**** fakes and all these b***** greedy
Its hard to love i swear to God i feel like I'm a lost soul

Im being patient with you but its hard
Been trying to keep this s*** together girl i swear to God
Always stressin' me bout where I'm at and where I'm goin'
B**** shut the f*** up that s*** gets annoying
G, i can't lie a n**** feeling different
Went to the islands, flexed on all these n*****
When i come up don't try to call me n*****
She hit my line like where I'm at? want me to come and get her
I f*** her then its back to getting richer, yea
I been sipping lately yea, i been tripping lately girl
I know you ain't basic but I'm trying to treat you basic girl
I been distant lately swear i start to miss you babygirl
We been going through a lot been switchin' up my words girl
I know your worth

I ain't really been myself and I'm so sorry for it
I been flying' state to state went out to California
I been drinking, i been smoking, I'm down bad and lonely
I put you through so much pain and I'm so sorry for it, I'm so sorry for it
I ain't never said this s*** was easy
I tried to tell em' they just didn't believe me
N**** fakes and all these b***** greedy
Its hard to love i swear to God i feel like I'm a lost soul

I've been trying to put in effort just to make it better
You shrug me off and walk away from me like its whatever
Light a dub up with my OG got me high as ever
I watched you cry... whatever
You told me bye... whatever
You said you'd never change
I told you every thing
You posed to heal me girl instead you brought me major pain
We had conversations talked to you bout' wedding rings
Its f***ing up my brain
Im pouring up again
Now my checks getting bigger i ain't stressing these n*****
Talkin' bout he want to press me i ain't sweating these n****
Hard to love its complicated watch yo step lil n*****
You don't want to feel what the f*** i felt i ain't kiddin'
I swear to God

I ain't really been myself and I'm so sorry for it
I been flying' state to state went out to California
I been drinking, i been smoking , I'm down bad and lonely
I put you through so much pain and I'm so sorry for it , I'm so sorry for it
I ain't never said this s*** was easy
I tried to tell em' they just didn't believe me
N**** fakes and all these b***** greedy
Its hard to love i swear to God i feel like I'm a lost soul