Self incarceration when I was told
That my family died and I was forced to let go
I asked them how it happened and they don't know
All they know is I have to leave this place and go home
Three months ago I told them that I hate them
I'd rather be in jail so I could be left alone
I regret my decisions a lot
Feel like hell if I give it a shot
But I can't get over my loss
Anymore