find the light Video (MV)

I can't control if you ask me to
If you ask me to
If you ask me to
I can't control if you ask me to
If you ask me to
If you ask me to
I keep living for what i'm supposed to be
I keep drawing lines where I'm supposed to see
Dissipate the cloud that's hanging over me
Handling the dark, water on the spark
Pushed away the people that are close to me
Keeping all emotions on the back seat
Driving with my eyes closed, faithfully
I can't control this far
I can't control this
I can't control this far
This far
I can't control this
Can't control this far
I can't control
I can't control if you ask me to
If you ask me to
If you ask me to
I can't control if you ask me to
If you ask me to
If you ask me to
Yeah i've been struggling lately
Letting my fears make me
Holding my tears, maybe
I need to let it go
Too close to the fire, I'll be
Who I desire to be
Am I just going crazy
I need to let it go
Yeah i've been struggling lately
Letting my fears make me
Holding my tears, maybe
I need to let it go
Too close to the fire, I'll be
Who I desire to be
Am I just going crazy
I need to let it go
I need to let it go
I need to let it go
Burning all the bridges that had made me
Middle finger up to those that changed me
I will stand up straight and find a way
Give myself a way to make my day great
I won't let you f*ck me up no more
I won't let your f*cking reasons push me to the door
I won't let you take another minute of my life
Turn around and run away, just leave me for one night
But now i'm stuck in the same situation
I've been here before
I've been through this same shit
I've been through it all
I just need to find the meaning, find the light
I guess it's alright