Smoke Signals - Stranded Lyrics

I think I'm sick
I've been lost inside my head
Trying to fabricate a lie
That might get me out of bed
Shifting side to side
Overthinking in my mind
About this lie I call my life
And for the world to tell me that I'm fine
That I'll just wake up one day and see the brighter side
It makes things worse
But I hope that they're right
I hope that one day maybe I will find this light

For so long I've been meaning to ask
How all of this could happen
How could I outrun my past
It's overwhelming to think that death will always happen
And to think that one day it will happen to me

Open my head
Reveal these thoughts that leave me stranded
Find your way in
I feel these thoughts are slowly winning

I know I'm miserable, but loss is all I know
For god so loved the world
But he refuses to show
What's wrong with me
All I know is in my dreams
But I can't seem to sleep
All these thoughts are killing me

Wanderer
Lost cause for the Shepherd
Lost in the trees
You'll never find where you left me
Dark and cold
I'm so alone crawling with loneliness
I want to come back home

Open my head
Reveal these thoughts that leave me stranded
Find your way in
I feel these thoughts are slowly winning