S'natra - P.T.S.D Lyrics

I been affected by all of the fakes
I been affected by all of the real
Yeah
I been affected by all of the fakes
And all the real shit around me
I been subjected to all of the snakes
And the people that love to surround me
I think my weakness is giving out chances that I don't be giving myself
I think my weakness is giving advice that I never could follow myself, yea
I been affected by all of the fakes
And all the real shit around me
I been affected by
I been subjected to all of the snakes
And the people that love to surround me
I been subjected by
I think my weakness is giving out chances that I don't be giving myself
I think my weakness is
I think my weakness is giving advice that I never could follow myself, yea

I been in touch with my enemies lately
I been in touch with my demons
I been in touch with my fear of flying
Realized there was no reason
I been in touch with the fact the the people never gon' see what I'm goin' through
I never let 'em see vulnerable
Shit I thought that's what I'm 'posed to do
Now they tellin' me my past, moldin' my future, it's outta my hands
And I don't got time to cope, gotta smile and joke, and chase this cash
Gotta call mom back, gotta link with the crew
Gotta finish these raps, now shorty comin' through
Said she wanna talk about some shit that really f*cked her up
Never told nobody dad f*cked her up

I been affected by all of the fakes
And all the real shit around me
'round me
I been subjected to all of the snakes
And the people that love to surround me
I think my weakness is giving out chances that I don't be giving myself (myself)
I think my weakness is giving advice that I never could follow myself, yea
I been affected by all of the fakes
And all the real shit around me
Real shit around me
I been subjected to all of the snakes
And the people that love to surround me
Love to surround me
I think my weakness is giving out chances that I don't be giving myself
I don't be givin' my
I think my weakness is giving advice that I never could follow myself, yea
Never could follow my

I been in touch with my family lately
I been in touch with my angels
I been in touch with my strong friend, that's mournin' the homies with halos
A blunt is a band-aid
Some Henny to sleep right
We never forget we just put our regret on the shelf for a second
I'm comin' back for mine to switch it with blessings
I wish I could hit up the Oracle like I was Curry I know that's a long shot (swish)
I'm just a mortal, but I'll live forever and ever at least 'til this song stop
My nigga just called me with tears in his eyes
Said that he thinking 'bout suicide
Feelin' like no motivation inside
That made my problems way smaller
Always felt like God couldn't hear me so I said my prayers and got way taller
Way louder, way prouder, three times 10K hours
Quarter water and some sunlight, from the hood I turned out alright
Rose that grew from the concrete, singing my pain even off key

I been affected by all of the fakes
And all the real shit around me
And all the real shit
I been subjected to all of the snakes
And the people that love to surround me
People that love to surround me
I think my weakness is giving out chances that I don't be giving myself
I don't be givin' myself
I think my weakness is giving advice that I never could follow myself, yea
Never could follow myself
I been affected by all of the fakes
And all the real shit around me
I been subjected to all of the snakes
And the people that love to surround me
I think my weakness is giving out chances that I don't be giving myself
I think my weakness is giving advice that I never could follow myself