Do you ever feel like the world is out to get you?
A constant fear that everything will fall apart
Body's shaking endlessly
With so much nervous energy
I just want to ease my mind
But I don't know where to start
My hands are trembling
And sweating again
Feeling so empty
And panic's setting in
It's so loud in my head
I'm sick of all the noises
I have lost all control
Even in the silence
I wish I was
No longer alive
Might as well go all the way
'Cause I'm dead inside
Rocking back and forth again
Curled up in my bed
Buried under a blanket
Of all my mistakes
Do you ever feel like the world is out to get you?
A constant fear that everything will fall apart
Body's shaking endlessly
With so much nervous energy
I just want to ease my mind
But I don't know where to start
Blinded by anxiety
And broken by my past
My heart is beyond repair
I don't think I will last much longer
Barely standing on my own
And I'm afraid to take a step
Because the next decision that I make
Could be another goddamn regret
Pieces of me are still missing
I just want to forget everything
It's all been engraved into my brain
I don't have a choice but to stay incomplete
Anything that was left of me is gone
I'm just a hollow shell
Why should I even bother hanging on
Just send me straight to hell