I've been tryna grind but I ain't been in my zone
Tryna get this money up and get out my home
Tryna get these bands up so I could move on
I just wish I had the answers for all that went wrong
You don't wanna know me, I said baby I'm a mess
Smoking all this weed and I blame it on the stress
Nobody on my side, like the last time I checked
Take it one day at a time until ima get the check
I've been tryna grind but I ain't been in my zone
Tryna get this money up and get out my home
Tryna get these bands up so I could move on
I just wish I had the answers for all that went wrong
You don't wanna know me, I said baby I'm a mess
Smoking all this weed and I blame it on the stress
Nobody on my side, like the last time I checked
Take it one day at a time until ima get the check
Gotta keep my head up, no matter where i'm headed
This for all the ones who told me that I couldn't get it
Now I'm plottin' on the shit that they wouldn't imagine
Now I'm plottin' on the shit that they wouldn't imagine
And I know it gets a little hard sometimes
And it feel like I don't got a heart sometimes
So I can't let myself feel, gotta draw lines
But it's whatever, I got used to all the hard times
And I don't wanna lie but I don't wanna tell the truth
Got a tendency to hang on to the things that I've been through
I know it ain't good for me whenever I go and think of you
I know you ain't good for me, and I know I ain't good for you
And I don't know whats good for me, nah
I don't even know if this shit meant for me, dog
But I won't say too much cause it's too deep
But no matter what i'm still gon' try to eat
I've been tryna grind but I ain't been in my zone
Tryna get this money up and get out my home
Tryna get these bands up so I could move on
I just wish I had the answers for all that went wrong
You don't wanna know me, I said baby I'm a mess
Smoking all this weed and I blame it on the stress
Nobody on my side, like the last time I checked
Take it one day at a time until ima get the check
I've been tryna grind but I ain't been in my zone
Tryna get this money up and get out my home
Tryna get these bands up so I could move on
I just wish I had the answers for all that went wrong
You don't wanna know me, I said baby I'm a mess
Smoking all this weed and I blame it on the stress
Nobody on my side, like the last time I checked
Take it one day at a time until ima get the check