Socha - Let's Regress Lyrics

It's as if to preserve our love as a perfect tragedy
I can never come again
It doesn't just go away
I can't let these memories escape

I guess ill make due with just taking baby steps
Try not to wish you were here to talk laugh and regress
These lonely aches
Don't go away
Preserve them all to feel that much closer to you

Don't you dare think I'm not hurting
Don't you dare think I'm not walking slow
I'm sorry we have to be strangers now
We've known its been my time
My time to go

Please please don't think of me like I'm some sand that you couldn't hold
You know it got too heavy for two lovers that just couldn't fit
Couldn't fill each other
Couldn't squeeze into that mold
I smile sweetly at all the broken pieces
All the tears there collected in a bottle
Like some ode to the sad beautiful absurd strange being that we made

Don't you dare think I'm not hurting
Don't you dare think I'm not walking slow
I'm sorry we have to be strangers now
We've known its been my time
My time to go

It comes in waves whenever you decide to pop back up in my life
Of course it devastates
But it's what you wanted though so
Who am I?

To beg for you back as if it's all changed
To say you're the only one there for me
Was once your love you gave me my name
Now I'm just a small sad part in the whole of your story
Ooh, Ooh, Ooh
Ooh, Ooh, Ooh
Ooh, Ooh, Ooh
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