Social Engineers - Amber Lyrics

I guess I feel stuck in a box
All of my problems is Xanax to pop
I'm having lithium thoughts
You must be stupid to think that I walk
Because Jesus do. I'm going through shit
Will you see me through? I had dark tints
I seen red and blues. One lighter flick
And I let it loose. One shift on stick
And we on the move, conversation is miles
And that's typical, and it's not my style
I ain't have 8 hours of sleep in a while
Grape wraps and muddy, we slacking in style
The dosage might kill me but it's not the pain, yeah
This dosage might kill me but it's not the pain, yeah
The dosage might kill me but it's not the pain, yeah
This dosage might kill me but it's not the pain, yeah
Amber shades in the tree
Pill poppin', O.D
This shit ain't good as it seems
I gotta smoke 'til I sleep
Amber shades in the tree
Pill poppin', O.D
This shit ain't good as it seems
I gotta smoke 'til I sleep
I'm just stuck in a box
Oh, why can't I get out
Why can't I get away?
It keeps bringing me back
Always getting controlled, always did what you said
Don't know how to say no
I don't know where to go but I know where I'm at
And I know that I'm gold
Always stuck to my goals
Now life starts to unfold
Now I'm starting to go
Now I'm starting to go
Amber shades in the tree
Pill poppin', O.D
This shit ain't good as it seems
I gotta smoke 'til I sleep
Amber shades in the tree
Pill poppin', O.D
This shit ain't good as it seems
I gotta smoke 'til I sleep
Amber shades in the tree
Colors change and so do we
Perfume pretty as a peach
Rose by another name smell just as sweet
You can't break light with the rocks my fam' buyin'
Brother iced out but ain't ever cop diamonds
If you had lived what I lived then you lyin'
Popped so many pills that I thought I was dyin'
Do I care though?
Do y'all really care though?
Will you miss me when I'm gone
Even though I won't?