Hold on
Let me breath for a while
Everything feels so blurry to me
I tried to escape
But if I'm honest
I still feel the same
Let me breath
Let me breath for a while
So many countless times
I sat for hours on my stairs
My face buried in my hands
Trying to escape
Everything feels grey
Everything has changed
But I
I still feel the same
I still feel the same
I still feel the same
Everything feels so grey
I'm sick of feeling the same
There's so much anger in my heart
And every day it's getting worse
Bottling up my pain
I can't describe how much it hurts
Every step I tried to take
Brought me back to where I started
I hate to be alone
But can't stand to be with others
I know it's kind of stupid
And I know that I'm wrong
Blaming all of you
For my own f*cking faults
And I know it's kind of stupid
And I know that I'm wrong
I'm trying to exist
I'm trying to keep my hope
Let me breathe
Let me breathe for a while
Let me breathe
Let me breathe for a while
With every sleepless night
Another part dies within me
With every sleepless night
Another part dies within me