All this time without the thought of if I'll die alone
It's a place I loathe
A loss of faith I used to hold
You're somewhere else out there on a different road
You've let this go
The grave I dug is all I know
I'm hollow
You're gone
We've fallen out of touch
This home I thought was us
Hollowed out fragments of a place I used to know
But I've lost all hope that I won't die here all alone
I'm left doubting everything I've ever known
When the drugs take hold, the pain might stop
So take me home
But I'm hollow
You're gone
We've fallen out of touch
This home I thought was us
Was I not enough to stay?
This cold and hollow place
I'm not okay
I just want to numb the pain