Solemn Judgement - Can We Talk? Lyrics

If you can hear me out there
I wanted you to know I called you home
And with perfect timing and your hands around my waist
Everything was fine
And the world was okay
My demons fell asleep
Just as I soon will
Emotions killed
Theres no chase there's no thrill

Now I'm left with the fear of not wanting to be in my own skin
Because out of the blue, nothing feels right

If you can still hear me out there
You should know that I'm still weak at the knees
And I wish that I could run away
But I can't
And I'm so sorry for the poetry

I don't understand why I do these things to myself
It's mutually assured destruction
I'm just setting myself up to fail

Break me

I used to be so afraid of losing everything I loved
So I refused to love anything at all
And I don't know what hurts the most

Then, I wasn't an option

Because you hate me for hurting you and that is much easier to deal with
When I hate myself for the same thing

Let us be honest now, we would have ended up this way and hating
You would be even more painful than hating me

Your heartbeat was my favorite sound
And I'd just hate to let you down