At times I
Just can't lie
I stand so
Frozen in honesty
Pourin' out what needed to be bottled in
I'm glad that it was you, and now it's sinkin' in
I only needed time to heal
Well, I cherish the time we spent
While brief, I know I can't forget
The moments where I felt safe
And vulnerable, at the same time
I didn't try to be cool
I just tried to be me
And knew
That that's enough
I'm kinda' salty I didn't
Assume form even though I could
Listen to James for an eternity
I still couldn't fathom findin' the energy
Cryin' for so long, I dry these tears off
My eyes look pure red, the color of Vimto
Wouldn't want you ever sippin' out of it
I cried for today, now it's here, and I'm still
Kinda', still lookin' for something
Absorbin' the patience
I know I'm a patient
I'm still gon' try to heal, 'fore I heal
Bitter never gonna taste well for me
I found gold, lookin' in the wrong wells
I should be outside
The sun isn't temporary
Well, I cherish the time we spent
While brief, I know I can't forget
The moments where I felt safe
And vulnerable, at the same time
I didn't try to be cool
I just tried to be me
And knew
That that's enough
It's funny how I start to
Open up at the wrong times
You were still the right person tho'
I never got so personal
I felt like we just couldn't have
Had a better conversation
You ever still think about me?
I really hope you don't
I bail on the weekend
Chasin' Lana's nostalgia
Out of my mind, singin' like, la la
Landin' face flat on the counter
Encounters, that teach me
I'm still so, naive, I
See narrow, need more balance
Like sparrow
Well, I cherish the time we spent
While brief, I know I can't forget
The moments where I felt safe
And vulnerable, at the same time
I didn't try to be cool
I just tried to be me
And knew
That that's enough