Solo YS - Holding Pain Lyrics

Hey, in case nobody's asked you this today
Are you okay, are you really fine
I mean, you know it's okay to feel a little off sometimes
It's Solo YS
How come no one ever asks if I'm okay
I've been holding pain inside my heart for many days
But f*ck it, probably tell them that I'm straight
I know only my big dogs can relate
Hold on, I'ma fill up all our plates
But for now, my nigga, here's half of my steak
Never thought I'd see the day my brother snaked
It felt like a dream but nigga, I'm awake
Mission to make sure we live lavish
Wanted all my brothers in the palace
Never wanted lead, I wanted balance
Niggas show me greed they show me malice
Same people I would root for, people I would shoot for
Mad at me cause I simply told them do more
How you my brother and I can't tell you you slipping up
My niggas wanna beef for that but ain't no bitch in us
We can take it anywhere you wanna take it
I'm already accustomed to the fake shit
Those were my brothers so you know I was surprised
It hurt to see the snake in their eyes
Put some brothers on opp watch
Hurt but I'm still top notch
Now I'm in a hurry to the money like chop chop
No helmet on the whip, now it's a drop top
These niggas moving, bitch, they need a cop
How come no one ever asks if I'm okay
I've been holding pain inside my heart for many days
But f*ck it, probably tell them that I'm straight
I know only my big dogs can relate
Hold on, I'ma fill up all our plates
But for now, my nigga, here's half of my steak
Never thought I'd see the day my brother snaked
It felt like a dream but nigga, I'm awake
It's Solo YS