slow dancing, slow destruction Video (MV)

Cracked skin round my fingers
Crumbling at how you linger in my mind
Way to weaponize
Your choice of words scrape in my skin
No accident you said what you did
And the damage I just can't manage
Vacuumed up all my thoughts collected
All my habits consumed do you regret it
Can't keep it inside
Way to villainize
Your smile lines burn in my brain
Now tainted by insults I can't escape
And the damage I just can't manage
The moments passed
The memories robbed
Slow dancing turned to slow destruction
Cracked up at all your one liners
Convinced myself I'd find no one finer than you boy
Way to self destruct and destroy
Our inside jokes and shared photo album
Future plans that you ripped out of both our lives
Way to traumatize
When you violated all my thoughts collected
All my private words that you disrespected
Couldn't keep it inside
Way to show what you're really like
Dear diary how could he do this to me
Searched my room for his own disfavor
Read these pages like the morning paper
Projection pays a price
Bulldozed boundaries that were mine
Disloyalty is his new savior
Insecure hid behind anger
Public with my personal thoughts
Convinced himself I was the one getting caught
Slow dancing considering me
Slow destruction considering you
Manipulate my mind
Manifested our demise
Slow dancing turned to slow destruction
Considering me and considering you