Never felt more afraid
The darkness covers everything until the light of day
In a place where my dreams dissipate
There's nothing else more to say
And I've been trying anything to keep my mind at bay
I need to wash my sins away
Never felt more betrayed
Never would've thought I'd lose my purpose til you ran away
But it seems like it's too late
And now you're wiping down the blade
Couldn't keep my head above the surface as I cast away
But it's me that is to blame
Too many chances
Given at random
I could admit that I took it for granted
But I was abandoned
Now I'm a phantom
Getting my fix on a whole other habit
Now I'm a loner
I move on my own now
Look over my shoulder
There's nowhere to go now
Thinking it over, but I cannot slow down
Im never sober, so I'll never come down
Never felt more betrayed
Never would've thought I'd lose my purpose til you ran away
But it seems like it's too late
And now you're wiping down the blade
Couldn't keep my head above the surface as I cast away
But it's me that is to blame