I Give Up Video (MV)

You can say I'm not a broken mess
You know you're not fooling anyone
Haven't showered and my hairs a wreck
Been a month since anythings been done
I've got blood that's staining my bed sheets
I've got pills that I forgot to take
I've got shots that I'm tempted to eat
And I've got bugs in my car for gods sakes

They say it gets better
But it just keeps getting worse

So I give up
I give in
Break my body
Sell my sin
If you hate me
Well, you win
I can't take this
I give in

Wrecked my car a hundred miles away
Spitting coolant out along the dirt
I don't think I'm bleeding anywhere
But that doesn't mean that nothing's hurt
Out in the middle of the highway
Screaming loud enough no one can hear
Guess it might as well end up this way
Not like I was having a good year

Crying in the hallway
And I'm spitting on my shirt
They say it gets better
But it just keeps getting worse

So I give up
I give in
Break my body
Sell my sin
If you hate me
Well, you win
I can't take this
I give in

Throw the matches
On my urn
Let the blood flow
Let it burn
Let them hate me
Don't you know
I deserve it
Let it go

They say baby don't worry
They'll get their just desserts
But I'm thinking about all the
Reasons that it hurts
Now I'm crying in the hallway
And I'm spitting on my shirt
They say
It'll get better
But it just keeps getting worse

So I give up
I give in
Break my body
Sell my sin
If you hate me
Well, you win
I can't take this
I give in
I give up
I give in
Break my body
Sell my sin
If you hate me
Well, you win
I can't take this
I give in
I give up