SOUND CANCER - Negativity (Demo 2004) Lyrics

Focused on this daily vigil
Always new but still seems familiar
Lest all sanity would go away
Once knowing the written wall
Reality seems to make this heart fall

A solitary dwelling between fatigue and fear

This dark house leaves no illusion
In the confines of the confusion
In the nether realms of my disillusion
I surround my self with old things
Negativity

A quest for power in a place of no control
Between battles I revel in this hole

These relics I keep in my surroundings
Are not shiny but still astounding
A mass of knowledge is their majesty

A lonely place of blissful seclusion

Snapshots of a future once pending
Results known now a mind is bending
In purification of all delusion
I surround my self with dark things
Negativity

I now unwind and watch the clock go by
The only joke is that I'm not yet ready to die

Depicting portraits where every one is ugly
The future smiles but I know that it is lying
My fantasies are washed away by the day
By the day

I put the person suit on and face the day
There's no escape for me I have to do this every day

I might be facing you
And there is no smile you're looking though
But when I look at you there's not enough to see though

It's not enough to say you were wrong
It's not enough to agree we just can't get along
Should I react or decide to walk away
It doesn't change how I view you night and day

I've been watching you

I can't let it go
I can't let you go
Shouldn't have told me no
Didn't I tell you so

A side of me you wouldn't want to see

In light of any altercation
A promise broken or a dream undiscovered
There's serenity in my sacred chamber
I surround my self with dead things
Negativity

I now relax in these negative thoughts
In this dark house I feel I'm the boss

In this place I discover
All the ways that I will recover
From the pain past present and future

I could be someone from your past Right!
I could be someone at the bar Whore!
I could be someone in your workplace
See you tomorrow!