Hopelessness
Smells like something's gonna happen soon
For the first time
I see no lighthouse at the shore
Is it worth it?
I don't know what I'm fighting for
Killing fears are slowly strangling me
And let me know
The end is near
This brain infection
Leads me through this bluish gloom
Numb and thirsty
I'm self destructive to the core
Can you hear me?
Silent screaming left me hoarse
So much rage and anger to release
And burning flames
And happy tears ain't coming back,
I got to make it
I got to change it
This time I ain't looking back
Gotta get back my grace
Get back my true self